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recovery, uncovered

by cycle of addiction

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Oh oh oh She’s playin’ for the bookstore crowd and I might fall in love Oh her slim fingers graceful on guitar strings Oh and I just might fall in love I stand at the back of the store and listen to her voice soar and I want more I wanna take her home I’ve never even kissed a girl but oh I like the curl of her lips Our eyes meet and I think that smile’s for me and I’d love to taste those lips I think she’s beautiful and I wonder how it might feel to run my fingers through her hair through her sandy hair Later she says I look familiar to her Could she have seen me somewhere? I glance at her shyly from beneath my lashes but my tongue catches in my throat If I had the nerve I’d tell her that I’m a singer too I play a purple guitar But my words they’re stuck behind my teeth and all I can do is smile and shuffle out the door
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lies 03:02
The first lie that you told me was that you'd always speak honestly The first mistake that I made was to believe you when you promised you would always tell the truth The second lie that you told me was that you were in love with me The next mistake that I made was to believe you when you promised that your love was true It could have ended so much better, not so bitter if you hadn't made those promises But now even the memory of what we had together is tainted with your lies The final lie that you told me was the promise you would wait for me The last mistake that I made was to believe you when you promised me a future with you It could have ended so much better, not so bitter if you hadn't made those promises But now even the memory of what we had together is tainted with your lies 'Cause every time you told me that you loved me and every time that we made love Every time you promised me you'd hold me close forever was just another lie I won't make these mistakes again I don't know when I can believe again I'm hard outside and I'm hollow within This is what you did to me This is what you did to me I won't make these mistakes again I don't know when I'll ever trust again I'm hard outside and I'm hollow within This is what you did to me This is what you did to me I won't make these mistakes again I don't know if I'll ever love again I'm hard outside and I'm hollow within This is what you did to me This is what you did to me This is what you did to me
3.
sarah 03:58
Sarah I’m so sorry that I didn’t let you stay It’s been over a year now since you went away Sarah can you understand what I was going through? Sarah can you understand I only wanted what was best for you? Sarah can you hear me? Are you out there somewhere? Sarah are you near me, floating on the air? Oh Sarah are you on your own or Sarah have you found another home? Sarah please forgive me for forcing you to fly You gave yourself to me and I only passed you by Sarah can you understand that the timing was all wrong? I didn’t have what it takes to build you up and keep you strong Sarah please believe me it broke my heart in two on that Wednesday afternoon when I said goodbye to you Do you believe in fate and that some things were meant to be? And when the time is right will you find your way back to me? Sarah are you out there somewhere? Sarah are you floating on the air? Sarah please return to me and this time I will give you a home
4.
I've got three last things to tell you you're a liar and a cheater and you're selfish as hell and I don't know how I could be so blind that I couldn't read between your intimate lines and when I tried to be a friend to you you threw it all away because I told you the truth 'cause you don't like what you see if you can't wrap your mirror in a fantasy and you don't like what I have to say but I'm gonna say it anyway 'cause I'm tired of your vanity and I'm tired of your alternate morality and I see, and I see in my disillusioned clarity it took me awhile to see right through 'cause I just kept making excuses for you but now your excuses have all run out and now I see what you're really about although you claim that you love somebody else I bet you're too fuckin' busy makin' love to yourself and I don't like what I see now that I've woken from my reverie and I don't like what I have to say but I'm gonna say it anyway because I've had it with your vanity and I've had it with your alternate morality and I see, and I see in my disillusioned clarity yeah I don't like what I see now that I've woken from my reverie and I don't like what I have to say but you know I'm gonna say it anyway 'cause I won't feed your vanity and I don't buy your brand of morality and I see, and I see and I don't like what I see in you
5.
recovery 02:43
Shards of crystal in my heart slivers of pain reflecting exquisite prisms color shimmering like rain or droplets of morning dew scattering the memories of you I gather up the richest hues violets and midnight blues (greens of a frothy sea I draw them in to me) A heavy snow lingers but I can taste the spring The scent of springtime hovers tantalizing In the dance and swirl of colors soon I will join the fray In the bacchanal of life and love and lust I will trample down the grey When April comes I’ll trample down the grey…
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You wooed me with fried tomatoes captivated me with your boyish smile Your blue-green eyes looked through me I hadn't felt this way in quite awhile but I said, "My heart's been broken, in fact I think that my heart is dead and it wouldn't be fair to you." And you said, "If you need a friend I'm there I'll be a friend to you and if you wanna talk about it I will listen to you" You held me in your arms and purgatory fell away Though I was ready to run when you kissed me I just had to stay with you So we fell into this thing I'm not sure what it is But we fell into this this thing and it's beautiful… I never thought we'd go this far I love to fall asleep to the sound of your guitar and wake up next to you that's all I wanna do now So if you need a friend I'm there I'll be a friend to you and if you wanna talk about it I will listen to you Sunsets and the Milky Way carried us through the summer days and August came too soon I had to leave you But there's no reason to cry 'cause this is not goodbye and I'll be back before the leaves fall down And we'll go winding along the Natchez Trace or flying down the interstate Naked in a stream, we'll surrender to a dream Ah, surrender to a dream
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stay 04:07
Not one day has gone by that I haven't thought of you But when you finally kiss my mouth I don't know what to do I don't know what to do You take me by the hand and you lead me astray My brain knows better than this but my body wants you to stay My body wants you to stay You take me by the hand and you lead me down In the silence of a million stars can you hear the sound Can you hear the sound of my body screaming aloud hear my body screaming for you for you You take me by the hand and you lead me astray My words tell you to go but my kisses tell you to stay My kisses tell you to stay Please stay You take me by the hand and you lead me low I just wanna kiss your mouth but I tell you I gotta go I say I gotta go You take me by the hand and you lead me down In the silence of a million stars can you hear the sound Can you hear the sound of my body screaming aloud hear my body screaming for you for you Take me by the hand now and lead me astray I just wanna kiss your mouth baby, please don't go away I need you to stay Please stay.
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rhythm 02:51
This is just a passing thing. I know, I know, I know Just a little passing fancy, I know This is just a passing thing. I know, I know, I know My little boy he touches me but baby you look so good to me I wonder if you feel this energy… but this is just a passing thing… My little boy he makes me sing but you put the rhythm in my brain I wonder if you feel the same for me but this is just a passing thing… Can’t afford to fuck things up so I guess I’ll keep my big mouth shut I guess I’ll keep my big mouth shut and keep my hands to myself I know I need to move along but would kissing you really be so wrong? Guess I’ll pour my desire into another song and dance to your rhythm Not so sure it’s a passing thing. I dunno, I don’t know Is it just a passing fancy? I don’t think so It’s not a passing thing ‘cause I can’t shake you offa my brain and I am addicted to your rhythm
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sign 03:11
What if you got a sign? You’re lying in a sleeper car late at night Bunks above and below full of strange men making sleepy noises In your sleep you hold your passport tight and your guitar is between you and the wall and the train rumbles onward through the night and the conductor is patrolling the hall And suddenly you’re aware of the light It’s pouring straight out of your chest Your heart is burning, aching, expanding, and bursting with inexplicable joy There is no voice There are no words to explain but the message is perfectly clear: He is here, He is here He is here, and He’s always been here And all that was lost has been found and all that was missing is here And in this moment of revelation everything is perfectly clear In the morning you wonder Was it a sign or was it a dream? Was it really a sign or was it just a dream Was it just a dream, or should you believe?
10.
We sit around talking like it’s some kind of play where we could rewrite the script and make this go away where the story runs conveniently along established lines the plot is simple and relationships are well-defined (well there’s no such thing) But I can’t write my life in neat and tidy scenes my relationships are messy and the characters get caught in between (you know what I mean?) And it’s very inconvenient to find myself drawn to you but what am I supposed to do And despite your best intentions you can’t help but feel it too I know you do, I know you do because You missed me more than you expected Well you shoulda swept me up in your arms when I got home But you stayed cool ‘cause you’re so damn rational I’m the impulsive one And I just wanna kiss you now but you just wanna talk about it And I just wanna touch you now but you just wanna analyse it And I just wanna take you to my bed but you just wanna list the reasons why we shouldn’t do it Well I could list a dozen reasons but I don’t wanna talk about it Yeah I could list a dozen reasons but I don’t wanna analyse it So take the plunge or let’s just forget about it and make believe that there’s nothing here at all we can make believe that there’s nothing here at all You said you missed me more than you expected Then you shoulda swept me up in your arms when I got home But you stayed cool ‘cause you’re so damn rational I’m the impulsive one But if you wanna kiss me now don’t talk about it And if you wanna touch me now don’t analyse it And if you wanna take me to your bed Listen to your heart and not your head Come on, be the impulsive one Come on, you can be the impulsive one.
11.
Perhaps I should try to see it from your point of view But you make no sense to me and I don’t make any sense to you Your hate is directed at people you’ll never see And mine is directed at the talking heads on the TV And it seems we can’t find common ground ‘Cause your head is in the air and I don’t think it will ever be found There’s a monkey in the White House and he keeps on telling us lies But for some strange reason you can’t see through the disguise I love this country at least as much as you do But waving this flag on foreign soil is not something I would do And so it seems we can’t find common ground ‘Cause your head is in the sand and I don’t think it will ever be found For you freedom is cheap gasoline for your SUV For me it’s a forest stretching out as far as I can see For you freedom is a solo drive on a 6-lane road For me it’s a train ride with a view of mountains covered in snow And it seems we can’t find common ground ‘Cause your head is stuck in concrete and I don’t think it will ever be found Yeah it seems we can’t find common ground ‘Cause my head is in the clouds and I don’t think it will ever be found.
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about

The band, cycle of addiction, which was based in Athens, Georgia, no longer exists. The lead singer and songwriter now performs as half of the duo Haze & Dacey, and as the lead singer for The Haze & Dacey Collective.

The album "recovery" was released in 2005. "recovery, uncovered" is a reissue of the original album with the two cover songs removed. The cover songs (by Hem and by Catie Curtis) can still be found on other digital outlets.

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released January 1, 2005

All songs written by Kirsten Rebecca Hazler (ASCAP)
Produced by Patrick Rives and Kirsten Hazler
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Patrick Rives at the Odyssey Studio in Athens, GA

© ℗ 2005 - Kirsten Hazler/HazyShade Productions - All rights reserved

Kirsten Hazler: lead vocals, acoustic guitar, electric guitar (track 7), harmony vocals (track 8), angel choir (track 12)

Patrick Rives: drums, percussion, harmony vocals (tracks 1, 3, 6, 9, 10), keyboard (tracks 2, 10)

Rua Mordecai: bass (except tracks 4 and 7), banjo (track 6), electric guitar (track 2)

Carol Guy Stapleton: duet and harmony vocals

Patrick Davis: electric guitar (tracks 7, 11)

John Rives: lead acoustic guitar (track 1)

Todd Herron: bass (tracks 4, 7)

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Haze & Dacey revel in lilting melodies, tight harmonies, and compelling rhythms that make toes tap and bodies sway.

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